Aku dan Kamar

Aku dan Kamar

Minggu, 31 Maret 2019

Maret 30 2k19, dari Fani:

Maret 30 2k19, dari Fani:



You can mock everything. Outfits, faces, ig stories, poets, perspectives, you can make fun of everything. Yet you can be the most serious person, looking at the graph, that will bull that will bear, you are a demi god I can tell.
You always say yes to anyone's invitation, until you realize you’re running out of time and you can’t be there for everyone.
You’re smart, you can talk everything with everyone at whichever age, talking about peterson and zizek, capitalism and marxism, left wing right wing, darvas and livermore, while I’m here wondering how to resign from being an adult.
You’re always right, people have to listen your sayings, people can’t tell you what’s right or wrong because you’re a selfmade man. You decide what’s best for you, and somehow you prove it.
Liquor liquor liquor. Why you love drinking so much? Why you always said you would never get drunk when you always did? Said you wouldn’t pass out but ended up made me drove myself alone at 3 am and blamed me the day after because I didn’t wake you up. You. Are always right. Girgir wira and a fight with me is always a perfect combination isn’t it?
Why can’t you walk straight and not doing so much movements? Spilled out a cup of coffee, fell in front of konbini, dropped a huge starwars plane, did weird dance at someone’s wedding.. No one would believe you are an introvert man who loves to sit alone at the coffee shop, reading and writing some poetry. Do you really describe yourself as a writer?
Don’t you realize that you often repeat words

at least twice when you’re about to tell some story? I guess that’s because you watch every word you say. People will tell i’m the one who’s in charge when we fight, that’s because I speak whatever i want, but you. You watch every word you say (2)

Don’t you realize you can be so childish, doing stupid things, thinking unnecessary things when you get jealous?
Don’t you realize your laugh is the worst thing ever? You’re like choking yourself with a koma cheese tea you adore so much.


Gez, i can write a book about you, but if it's something a single book can explain, it's not worth having explained, isn’t?


Happy Birthday, Hosea Hatmaji.
A man who loves his family, stubat, and (I hope) his gf with his whole heart, who works so hard and never give up, who never stop learning, who has faith in himself that he can be everything.
I wish you all the best life has to offer.
God Bless You.



Jumat, 08 Februari 2019

Semuanya Memang Harus Seperti Ini,

Semuanya Memang Harus Seperti Ini,
: Wregas


kataku dalam mimpimu
dalam mimpi banyak orang
dalam kotakota yang berusaha riang
tahi ayam dan kelakar
para 25 di watsap kantor
yang paling bisa kalo disuruh
menipu diri sendiri


semuanya memang harus seperti ini,
dunia yang koyak
oleh opini politikmu yang cepat keluar sendiri tanpa ada diminta
kayak cinta, exactly, kayak begitu


artik tidak harus mencair dulu
langit tidak perlu gegabah
dan kalo mau damai jangan di pengadilan harus dipikir masak2


kota macet dan pikiran buntu
parit kering dan global warming
bisakah ditunda untuk vodka kolang kaling?
paling bisa deh



Boston

2019


Rabu, 09 Januari 2019

Sewing Words as They Are Already in It, (Poetry of Conversation With You *Whatsapp, Thank You, Next)

Sewing Words as They Are Already in It, (Poetry of Conversation With You *Whatsapp, Thank You, Next)


itu bikin aku marah sih hh, katamu
seperti setiap kemarahan lain
di dalam bara hatimu yang selalu jam makan siang. tenang jak, tunggu maghrib dan kau akan buru2 pulang
tenggo, tenggo, kata orang2 di menara2 yang kacau. bir2 pukul 6 dan gulita di sisa hari.. kamu kobam, aku kobam, kita semua mendam

tak ada yang gila


dulu? apa skrg?
ah elah, means nothing kalo skrg mah
aku dah bilang berkali2 u ora perlu menjadi apapun i udah jatuh cinta setiap hari 🙇
(hahaha, i know you must have laughed for 1109 times tapi gapapa)
c'est la vie, people said many times too, beginilah hidup


gaperlu pinginan jadi orang yg bisa dolan ke rumah kayak yang lain
manusia membangun kota dari adab2 yang seringkali terantuk dan begah,  arent we all 👍


bir mana emang kok mahal, menggemaskan.
chimay white paling mahal, red dan blue beloman pernah coba. kalo sip of sunshine aku gatau asalnya.. paling california, alkoholnya hampir 15% kayak liquor makanya mahal
* dan kamu tahu info ini dibikin dari keadaan pening


si dimas tu nomernya gak aktif kayaknya, akhirnya kamu selametin by ig. apa2 kini mesti via instargam


Bodo banget chargernya ketlingsut
first poetry in
2019